Thursday, March 29, 2012
an apology and a bunch of other depressing stuff you should probably read...
hey there. i am sorry for not posting like at all. and for lame posts when i do post.
it's not my fault. i've lost my inspiration and drive i guess. it's kinda bugging me. and on top of that i have major insane intense school and i've been doing a lot of activities and stuff recently. so my life is full.
basically i feel like it's a job now. a job with no pay. i have sponsors this month and i'm going to try to get them some views so that they don't regret buying sponsorship but basically i'm going to take a break after that. i don't really enjoy doing it anymore, it feels forced, and i have a real life to attend to.
when i started blogging for real i was on top of the world... i seriously thought i'd be blogging through college and into my old age ;p i thought it would never be forced and i didn't understand how it was possible to run out of post ideas. but i did. i ran out of tutorials, creativity, and inspiration. it's pretty lame. sorry about that... anyone know a cure? :)
i'll still be updating my blog now and then. adding pictures i've taken and what not. my final room makeover... idk. i'm tired of worrying about the stress of "must link up and get XXX pageviews every day!"