Thursday, March 29, 2012

an apology and a bunch of other depressing stuff you should probably read...

hey there. i am sorry for not posting like at all. and for lame posts when i do post.

it's not my fault. i've lost my inspiration and drive i guess. it's kinda bugging me. and on top of that i have major insane intense school and i've been doing a lot of activities and stuff recently. so my life is full.

basically i feel like it's a job now. a job with no pay. i have sponsors this month and i'm going to try to get them some views so that they don't regret buying sponsorship but basically i'm going to take a break after that. i don't really enjoy doing it anymore, it feels forced, and i have a real life to attend to.

so a break i shall take. i can't tell you how long it's going to be. maybe putting the stress off my shoulders will let me miss it and want it back. or maybe i'll just give it up forever. sorry to dissapoint you all if i do.

when i started blogging for real i was on top of the world... i seriously thought i'd be blogging through college and into my old age ;p i thought it would never be forced and i didn't understand how it was possible to run out of post ideas. but i did. i ran out of tutorials, creativity, and inspiration. it's pretty lame. sorry about that... anyone know a cure? :)

i'll still be updating my blog now and then. adding pictures i've taken and what not. my final room makeover... idk. i'm tired of worrying about the stress of "must link up and get XXX pageviews every day!"

so good bye for now... please accept my apology!



KaseyQ said...

I know exactly what you mean. My blog has been pretty quiet lately, and I usually go in spurts. Sometimes I feel super inspired and I have the time to do lots of projects and post lots of photos of my fabulosity...but other times there are just other things in my life that seem a lot more important. Probably why I only have 67 followers! LOL.

Don't sweat it- the blog is yours, it can be whatever you want it to be. If you're doing it for fun and it isn't fun anymore, then don't do it! :-) I'll miss ya!

Caroline said...
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Shaylynn said...

I'll ditto Caroline; good for you! In my opinion, blogging should be nothing but fun (especially if you aren't attempting to make a living through it!). Don't focus on linkies (I only link up to things every couple of weeks, when I have the time, but if you have good enough content-- like you always have Alyssa!-- people will find you anyways). I actually gave up obsessing about pageviews and such for Lent, and it's been a big blessing.

I always hate dry spells. Step back, enjoy life, breathe deep, come back if you feel its something God wants you to have in your life!

MsXpat said...

Oh, sorry to hear. I look forward to your post, but I totally understand. I looking forward to your return, whenever that will be. All the best with your school programme.

Sophie said...

No prob! Taking a brake is always good, enjoy your vacation ;)


Anonymous said...

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What's your favorite TV show?
Favorite artist?
Favorite actor/actress?
Best friend?
Favorite blog?
Favorite color?

Anonymous said...

No Problem! Have fun on your break :)

Jenni said...

I always enjoy your posts, but I understand the need of a break. Blogging should be fun and not a chore!!! I'll see you when you get back via my trusty google reader. :)

Anonymous said...

Good for you, rondouggie. :) I love you. Maybe now you can spend more time with......uh......I don't know.........? ME. yes me. Me me me. Cause I'm selfish and I want to spend time with you. :) I miss you. It's been like, a week since I've seen your loveyduck face. :(((((( LET'S DO SOMETHINGGGG! O.o ok. :) bye, dear.